I've heard that before; it didn't help save lives. They're gone, and I'm still--

[ He swallows hard. She doesn't know how many times he'd died before Wonderland, the things he'd been through and done. He's just a big liability in her life, love or not. ]

This isn't just a risk, like-- I don't know, a bad breakup or something. This could be life and death. And I'm not worth that risk. It's not worth it to me.